TAKE A DEEP BREATH.....

AND RIP THE DAMN BAND-AID OFF ALREADY!!!!

So, I did it!!! It was tough, no one said it would be easy, but I FINALLY did it. I signed my divorce paperwork. And nothing has really changed. Balls of fire didn't fall from the sky, the Earth didn't shake and crack wide open (although last night it felt like it would), Hell hasn't frozen over. I don't know what I was expecting...maybe that the pen I was using would be made of some sort of invisible ink and everytime I signed, my signature would disappear. But in the end, nothing... I guess its kinda like on your birthday when your Mom wakes you up to ask if you feel any older or different? Not at first, but in the next couple of days, I'm sure that will change. Of course now comes the hard part...ha ha cuz its been a piece of cake up til now....the waiting. We have to wait for some judge who doesn't know a thing to sign off on our paperwork. A judge who has had nothing invested in the last 7 years to change 2 peoples lives forever. I'm sure it'll take less than a milisecond for him/her to review and sign and then WHAM!!! Its done and over with, the band-aid is off.

One thing is for sure. Once it is final, I'm going to party like its 1999!!! I want a cake and plenty 'o alcohol!!!! Nuff said. Oh except for maybe presents. Party on!