Friday, March 19, 2010

Get our your rusty, dirty, dull knives

I miss S. I miss him SOOOO much. I would do ANYTHING to get him back. I miss the way he smiles and the way he laughs. I miss emailing him during the day and texting him at night and on kid weekends. I MISS HIM!!!! Ppl say that I should just move on, but I can't. How can you leave your soul mate?!?!? How???

I miss S. I miss him SOOOO much. There really isn't a point to this post other then that I miss him and I still love him. I always will!!!It took me years to find him and I'm NOT about to let him go. I just.....I just don't know what to do. He promises to talk to me, but he never does. I'm hanging on by a string. IDK what to do. I thought I once felt hurt like this before (that another post), but I never have. I have NEVER given my heart to someone unconditionally and had it broken. And as he will tell y'all, its my own fault. I'm the one that broke my own heart....and he's right. That's the part that sucks.

I miss S. I miss him SOOOO much. I want him back. I will do ANYTHING to get him back...ANYTHING. =( I miss texting him "good morning" and texting him "good night". I miss him. =(